MONDAYBLUES

At least Monday is over.
July is coming to an end! The uneventful and slack month.
I never did talk about training? I enjoyed Yr 2 more than Yr 1. For some reason, revenue felt too abstract and irrelevant to me. Couldn't really think although I know the stuff. Made me feel horrible about myself. I hate that feeling! You know I get caught between the 'don't ask me' and the 'how could I not say anything' a whole lot?
Anyway, I also liked Yr 2 class people better. Maybe because I know quite a few of them already?

So many places that I want to go! Well, this weekend I should just rest and get important chores done. Get my hair cut, go to the derm, important stuff like that!
Doing lashes next mon :) Rather excited but wonder how they'll turn out. Nature Walk on Fri. Excited because it's a reason to have a half day (I think can end early?) and slack :) No work is always good.
Last night I was still stressed out because TMD! people don't want to revert to me! These things are out of my control because I can't possibly say "do this for me NOW". They don't work for me! Plus, the only way to forcibly make someone do work when they don't report to you is to bring a knife. Which, being law-abiding and demure, I cannot!

Stress comes from knowing I have work but I can't move forward due to deadweights. Stress comes from knowing when the info comes in, I'll have other work and everything is all piling in at once. Stress comes from being unsure.
Although I'm told that work can wait till next month, I'm still not too convinced. What if those deadweights refuse to budge? Should I bring my knife?

Speaking of knives, every morning I get annoyed. I wonder why some commuters are so inconsiderate! For some reason, people walk that much slower when they're getting into the train. WHY? It's like, you know the door is going to close but you just care about yourself getting in! That is SO selfish. They should have a wall of shame seriously. It's not just sitting in reserved seats that is wrong. So many other habits are wrong.
1. Pushing on other passengers. This woman kept pushing me although the train wasn't even at the station yet! Hello? Pushing me will not make the train move any faster. I got annoyed and elbowed her. I WISH IT HURT. You don't just push me and expect me to accept it.
2. Walking slowly. I feel like putting a knife in these people's backs. It would be an all-kill then. SO MANY slow-walkers.
3. People who refuse to move into the carriage. Inside got what? So scared that you don't dare to move in? Can't they see that the door area is so packed and yet they refuse to budge? And still give the face like "I challenge you to get past me. I'm not moving but I'm not letting you pass either. Heh."
Damn guailan. People who like to push people should push these buggers what. Why push the innocent?
4. People whose reflexes become very much slower when they are watching tv. SIGH. Is it so exciting that you can't stop? I did think of pushing their phones out of their hands. Like, oops *pushhhh*

Digress.
Places I want to go:
1-Altitude!!! Gosh, I've always wanted to go but my friends are not interested in such places. I d'no. I'm really sad that I don't know people who go to the places that I am dying to go to.
1-Altitude, Ku de ta, Customs House, LeVeL33.. Even places like Antoinette, Jones, Spruce, Dempsey...
:(
SO SAD! Hanging with the wrong crowd. Nah, I do like my friends la...