but don't think I won't move on

Amazing...
How I can be depressed one second and completely blase the next.
How I can be crying my heart out and then be like, Riiiiight. I did what?
How I'd be writing heartfelt entries and then ruin it all with frivolous posts.
How I can be touchy and sensitive and then act like nothing happened.


The award for Best Actress goes to.

Sometimes I do wonder if I have SPD. Ahem, split personality disorder.
Nah, not in the clinical sense.
I suppose most people would have that then! Since we act like person A around some people, person B around others and maybe person C when we're alone.
Y'know, when I'm around guys, I am either incredibly domesticated (think, kitty cat) or cranky-fierce.
Yea, when I have friends around, I tend to want to bully people. Started early. Was bullying other kids with Yan in kindergarten.
OMG, so fun! Getting punished = not so fun.

Bullied cousin and now allude dislike of children to that childhood episode. Claimed it was traumatising.
Lie. Actually enjoyed it very much.
Dislike kids = truth.