im sorry

This has been an awful day. First the jam then the bad job (alone to make things worse, feel like I've been had) and then the storm (so noisy it pissed me off more) ... people who make it their life's goal to disappoint me... I do appreciate concern but I always end up reciprocating with snapping or giving a black face. Sigh. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't be so nasty to people who care about me... We don't have all the time in the world to appreciate them. Gonna end up all puffy eyed from the crying... Again.