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26 June 2011

ARGHHH SAD!!!
Jason told me it was 60% but the email says 75% and this difference of 15% makes a whole lot of difference.
Only good thing is I'm not as average as I thought but not very awesome either.

I am slightly less devastated than devastated.
These things get to me real bad which is why I'm pretty averse to criticism. I might not accept the criticism; I might think it's untrue but there would still be this feeling gnawing at me that I'm not good enough. This feeling gnaws away, insidiously, at the soul. When I get depressed, it smothers me, makes me act out. 

What is this 75% nonsense. What kind of number is 75! Why not 70-30, 60-40!
Still annoyed.

If I knew how to do it, I would have done it right? Since you've done it, what is the problem? Can't string thoughts into coherent sentences? AND I CAN??? Trying to pick at someone's intentions.

If the other person isn't so obviously intent on showing me up, I wouldn't be mean. "It's okay; I know *person* is used to looking down on others so I'm not surprised."

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