because I miss you more today.

One of my favorite songs. I can be perfectly happy but yet when I listen to it/watch the mv, I just feel those old feelings surfacing yet again. Is it silly to make myself sad on purpose? It just proves that I'm not as over it as I thought.
I did hate you. I hated you so much. I hated that you didn't want to hurt me so you stayed far far away. Would it have worked out? People talk about meeting the right person but meeting the right person at the wrong time, does it make them the wrong person?
What if you only get one chance and you let that opportunity slip by?

I was secretly happy when you told me you broke up. But ...