Pretty but Unpretty

Maybe because my soul is ugly hence I can never be chio.
Hence, the need for plastic surgery.
Frankly speaking, if one day a friend says "I want to do ps, you want to do?" I will do it! Just too hum to go on my own.
Glimpsed the prices during one of my audits (it was right smack in front of me, PRICE LIST!) and happy to say, my salary is now > one eyelid.
Previously was quite sad, after minusing cpf and paying insurance, not enough for one eyelid.

Natural beauty? Who doesn't want natural beauty? If you could be born pretty, of course not so free to cover with make up and won't think of plastic surgery right? I mean, that's what I think. I'm also aware that humans are never satisfied so yes, it is possible for someone who is already naturally pretty to think of ps and pile on the make up!
Anyway, point is, if you have natural beauty, lucky you! Can save time and effort to prep yourself into a 'looks human' stage.
The rest of us, DON'T. It's very sad. Tragic! Some live with being un-chio while others cannot! So we put on makeup and think of ps! Cannot afford ps, do photoshop first.
The days I totally heck care and leave the house looking horrid, I admit 自甘堕落!!!
There are no ugly women (actually HAVE, why not?) just lazy women.
Even though there are ugly women, I guess if they put in effort, they will look less ugly.

Like I said before, if it bugs you enough, do something!
You can say "love yourself, think you are pretty and you will be!"
Self-affirmations work to an extent. It's not like you think I am pretty and you will become pretty without anything happening! You think you want to pretty and the universe will push you towards the steps to become pretty. Maybe you can called for a makeover? You decide to visit a derm, get laser done, ps... You know? Tangible things!