I tried really really hard to block out my negative emotions.
VERY TIRING!
1) I'm not a morning person.
2) I'm terribly judgmental and critical.
3) I love making snide comments or thinking snide thoughts.
4) I'm always late.
Hence, it's easy to see why SO MANY people get on my nerves.
Person walks too slow - HATE.
Person stands too near me - HATE.
Person touch me - HATE A LOT.
Person stands on the RIGHT instead of the left and doesn't move - SHEER HATRED.
I don't get it. It's basic knowledge that if you're not intending to move, you stand on the LEFT. You mean they don't teach this in school? They should!
Seriously, it's such a nuisance to have a moron in the way. It's even worse to have 2 morons in the way i.e. couples who decide that everyone should be freaking jealous of them so they pda on the escalator/travelator.
PLEASE LA!
It's always the ugly people who do this. No one is in the least bit jealous. I can't be the only one who automatically thinks "Ugly and moronic people should not breed."
You know how the Bishan queue is so impressive? WELL, sorry to be a wetblanket but what's the point of queuing outside the train when you aren't the least bit considerate when you're in the train?
People have this tendency to remain rooted to the middle of the cabin. Those trying to enter the train, CAN'T and it's so packed! The front half however, so much space! Can't help but wonder are those people standing in the middle, forming a barricade, blind, dumb or simply inconsiderate?
I suspect all 3.
Damn stupid right? Can't be that every one else thinks it's totally okay for that to happen? You have people fighting over seats. Next time, people will be fighting over standing space.
Apart from this rant, I allowed myself one snide comment. Couldn't help it! That thought escaped before I could rein it in.
Saw a woman standing on the right side of the travellator and she was like 'draped' over the handrail (wtf I can't describe the travellator), completely oblivious that people were trying to get ahead of her.
SERIOUSLY! I was like, Wah! She thought she filming MV ah?
Don't. Breed.
On a sidenote, I just want to say that some people are unable to express themselves properly. The first time we met, the moment you talked, I really felt like throwing you out the window. SO 刺耳! I'm a sensitive person so I get offended damn easily. If your tone isn't right, I will feel offended and hurt. I know I'm vindictive and I will remember that insult (perceived or not) forever and ever and get back at you if I can. *shrug* 人是这样的，能怎么办？
But subsequently, I guess you're still okay. The most I return the favor and insult you back. Everyone's happy, yes?
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I don't like it when a person makes me feel uncomfortable. It isn't AWKWARD you know but that familiar feeling of not being able to be myself! I hate having to watch my behavior but I end up doing that most of the time. Sometimes I wonder if my true self is that bad? Maybe... it's brash, bitchy and insensitive. No ill intentions though... It's unfair right? That people can be mean to me and I'm supposed to accept that yet when I'm mean, people say I'm mean and refuse to forgive me? That is seriously fucked up logic. Don't expect me to apologize if I'm not in the wrong. They say sorry is the hardest word and they're right. At times, I really feel like killing myself rather than say sorry. You can imagine that in the end, I don't apologize and whatever relationship disintegrates.
It happened because it was meant to happen. No one is to blame. (Of course, I would blame the other person for being fucking retarded. OF COURSE.)
If you make me uncomfortable, I dislike you. I like people who are normal and friendly. I try to be friendly but when people refuse to look at me, THEN WHY should I be friendly to you? Fucking irritating!
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