you know what?

there's a time and place for every emotion. there was a time you shed tears. that time is over.
sadness, pity, disappointment.
those should have expired a long time ago. this isn't the first time and you saw it coming. any lingering feelings should have died that day. dead, buried. vanished would have been good but buried would have to do for now.
remember that god has a plan for you. plans. this is just a little kink, distraction which fell outside his master plan and had to be eliminated...
for that reason, live a better life, not for anyone but for yourself.
you know what? I think that is perfectly achievable.

at the end of the day, you really wanted it at one point so no regrets.
be gracious. in life, sometimes you lose. some days just suck.