Bitch Fit

I don't deny bitching about people.

When I comment and the person confronts me about it, I won't cower and deny it. That's just plain COWARDLY! (Well, most of the time if you're worked up, I get worked up too so just expect a terse "I stand corrected.")
And anyway, most of the things I say are true. If you're afraid that people will know, don't do it. If you have the guts to be mean and useless etc, I'm just helping to promote that since obviously you're not afraid for people to know....

Which is why I don't understand when people clearly SAID something but when confronted, furiously backpedal and make excuses. If you have the guts to say it the first time, how about repeating it a second time? 

What's with the "that's not what I meant!" or "actually it was so-and-so who said it, not me!" or "nooooo since when!"  

If I said it, YEA I FREAKING SAID IT, got a problem with that?

Sometimes it isn't bitching. It's just giving constructive criticism. When kindly encouragement doesn't make people do things the way you want them to, you have to bitch about them, bitch at them, scold them, criticise them loudly in public, and other negative stuff. 

Reverse psychology. 

Simple example: You're a cowardly loser who doesn't dare to step out of your comfort zone! I would be ashamed to be like you. You know life sucks, YOUR life sucks. Don't deny it, we all know it's so blah and unfulfilling. And when sucky life ends aka... YOU DIE! Oh you know what's worse? There will be people popping champagne at your funeral cuz' you got so damn unpopular! Yeah, it's sad but there are people who hate you. 

So are you going to be exacting a change or just gonna continue in this wretched existence?

It's unfortunate but there are always those who continue being douches. Remind me to get champagne!

I d'no why I typed all that when the main purpose of this entry was to comment on 

This senior who said I borrowed her file and when I said (what the freaking fuck!) I didn't borrow it and there must be a mistake (DAMN RIGHT!) that they'd think I borrowed it, she's all 'clarify with them yourself thanks.'

Oh wait, there must not have been a 'thanks'. It's all very accusatory and I don't suppose thanks belongs in an accusing email. 

So wasting minutes of my time and the team's time to get the freaking number, I called (supposedly to holler at them but did not because the lady was very nice) and was told the file is just sitting there NOT on loan. 

Like, seriously, all that trouble for a file which is sitting there waiting to be loaned. Can you tell me why I'm not supposed to be angry? Of course I am angry right!

When I first saw the email, I wanted to type a bitchy reply but toned it down. Look what I got HUH? I SHOULD have just sent that first draft. In case you were wondering, it did not contain swearing or any choice words.

And to top it off, didn't even apologise for her mistake or offered a thanks for helping to clarify. Like I'm Supposed to have done all that. I could have just done nothing. It's none of my freaking business and I'm dragged into it! I have all the reason to be angrier right. Should have said YOU'RE WELCOME. 

Sarcastic.

And what's with the caring about how she feels and not me? Seriously, you people have your priorities wrong. I don't give a fuck what's up with her. 

I think I was so pissed that I was quite speechless, could only muster a few "what the fuck!". My gawd, what happened to my vocab? 

But I suppose it must be enough. Girls aren't supposed to be saying things like knnccbtmd or fuck. 

Oh wait, fuck that stereotyping! Are you still living in the jurassic era?