self-centered, self-restraint, self-?

Se rious ly.

Thinking about it just gets me very irate. So I should stop thinking about it? Verdadero? 

 I can't. Well, typical. 

Is it really my fault? How is it my fault? From all angles, I cannot see how it is possibly my fault. And if I ever get blamed for it, I can assure you you won't hear the end of it. I will freaking tell every one about it. I will explode. Well, typical. 

Nothing to say is code for if I have nothing good to say, I won't say it. 

I think so. 

I mean if you are very fond of something/someone, like something/someone, you would have something to say. 

If you search through the dark recesses of your mind and come up with zilch, it means either 

1) you dislike it so much you have nothing good to say or; 

2) it doesn't leave any lasting impression that you feel zilch.

It could very much be something else but I'm just saying what it means for me, usually. I add usually as a disclaimer so I don't get accused of being a serial hater. 

Not that I really care about being labeled a serial hater. I can frankly tell you I hate a lot of people. Hate is such a strong word but I guess dislike is too mild. You don't wish bodily harm on someone you dislike right? Like what? Paper cut?

Seriously. 

I stand by what I say. 

While I had wannabes who thought it was freaking cool to go take a bunch of smoky pics, dress up (white eye bags, glitter, short dresses..., oh hi slut!) and drape on each other, I seriously never felt compelled to do the same. 

Seriously, being the word of the day.

Well yes, till this day, it's all smoky pics and draping to me. So impressive, not. 

It's good to know that people outgrow this. However, I also know friends who insist on chionging despite being double the age of your average chionger. 

Right. *rolls eyes* I mean, trying to feel young is one thing but trying to act young is like ......

I mean, I try to be cordial when I see smoky pics. I try to empathise with your situation. I mean, in school with kids and being at that age. It's hard! 

Anyway, 

on one hand, I applaud girls with the courage to show themselves flaws and all. You know fb is a handy tool to research on people? Especially when they don't set their profile to private. Usually when someone is mentioned to me, I will fb them immediately. Chio? Not chio? Bitchy face? Harmless look? Looks human? Don't look human? Attached? Single? 

The list goes on and on and on. 

Before you wonder if anyone can look less than human, YES. Usually when someone says a guy looks ok, I'll add on with a okay means 像人la? At least right? 

会不会像人？ 还好咯...

chui max.

Habits, habits. 

I digressed. 

On the other hand, it makes me feel that 不怎样的人 should not be allowed to post their couple pics in public. I got a shock. Screen was too large. 

I still remember a friend complaining that ugly people should not be allowed to pda. Well, good looking people should not be allowed to either. Being good looking does not excuse it. I can roughly imagine every one being gobsmacked and feeling slightly voyeuristic. Taking it a step further and making out... It's like being a live audience for a video. I d'no. I mean, M did sound horrified and thoroughly disgusted. 

I guess I would be gobsmacked and then burst out laughing. It does sound hilarious! Like a warped kind of stand up comedy. Perhaps I'm the only one who thinks so...

Rare sighting indeed. As rare as spotting a ... shooting star? 

Well.

Well.

I'm glad you're still alive. 

-saying this well-meaningly-

Told V: When the going gets tough, the tough quit.

You can be tough or you can be tough and clever. 

Well, I can't predict what's going to happen but I'm keeping my options open. 

Sometimes you have to realise that treating someone well doesn't give them a reason to stay. They serve with their hearts when they're around but they will still leave. 

天下没有不散的宴席.

Biatchhhhh! 

QOTD: -so and so has come online- Does anybody even care?