asos final call

After deliberating for a long time i.e. coupla' hours, I decided not to get anything.
Really pored through the list conscientiously (if I applied the same amount of interest and attention to detail to my studies, quite sure I would be in a very different situation today) and shortlisted to a few things.
BUT BUT BUT!
1) I already have clothes which I can't wear and are collecting dust so...
2) KOREA TRIP! While the CTC one was cheaper, it isn't confirmed and we'd have to book air tickets ourselves etc. The Hong Thai one is freaking 2K before any OPE :(
3) Looks like my bonus is all going towards korea trip
4) What if they don't fit?
5) I'm going back to the basics. Less fussy, less vain, less pretentious.

Been going without makeup for the last few days. Quite a good feeling. I think I'm at that stage when I freaking don't care and have no reason to care since nobody to impress. You know what I mean?
I will make the effort if I'm going out or meeting people. Other times, can't be bothered anymore.

Kinda glad that I found someone who's like me! Don't have to feel so disabled anymore and being cowed by peer pressure.