it's good to flex those claws sometimes; you'll feel better after a meow

I feel so much better after bitching to Victor.
Who knows? Maybe his rating is damn good too but at least he never haolian.

Some snide remarks can only be shared with a select few. On the surface, some people might look like they also share our sentiments of dislike but they are actually quite partial. I can tell, which is why I have my misgivings about sharing our gossip. It's like "A also don't like B. A said ......" and I'm thinking "Really? A is just trying to be in with the crowd. A can't even say the word 'dislike' without looking guilty."

I really dislike people who brag or attempt to haolian. Don't even bother. Even if it's worded so nicely, I can still tell you're trying to haolian. *rolls eyes* Wonder why I can't feel happy for you then?
No, wait. I just find it impossible to be happy for other people. I mean it in the context of competition. Not like I'll get pissed when people get married, duh. (Unless it's someone marrying some guy that I used to like/like. )
Anyway I'm not exactly very competitive but I don't like to lose. I can imagine that you must be thinking "What a bitch!" I don't care. I just don't like to lose. Losing is a sucky feeling. Do I fear losing? Somewhat.

So yea, I don't particularly like overachievers. Of course, they can overachieve all they want if they are nowhere near me. This might sound mean but I'm basically voicing out what some people feel but lack the guts to express: I won't be happy for you when you do well but I will be happy when you fail.

Obviously they didn't take me seriously when I said I am vindictive. I don't mean it in an apologetic way, like "Hey I'm vindictive; I'm so sorry! It's a flaw!"
In addition, it's also a Cancerian trait to throw the old "forgive and forget" rule out the window. I don't know if we forgive but we certainly do not forget.
Well now, it's amusing that you would ask me to LOOK! when there's nothing to look at. It's like saying "Hey I ruined your life just in case you didn't know. Evidence is there just in case you didn't know (ya). Hate me! Hate me!"
I'm. Watching. You.
Just wait.

Why should we be afraid of a little chit-chat session? I should be more afraid of not being able to keep my contempt in check.
When you don't know a person well, what credible things can you actually say? I would probably say,"Ohhhh well... I don't know her that well (disclaimer first) but she's ... Nice (adjective. check.) , pretty OK and gets work done (who doesn't? but adjectives! check). works well in a team setting (unless you're anti-social and weird, I don't see why not) and ... ya...that's about it.
And of course you have the supposed criticisms that come with the fact that you don't know a person well.
So yes, variations on this highly unoriginal theme. Go ahead, surprise me.

Well, after flexing my claws (I decided to edit out some of the vicious bits due to sensitive readers) I feel better. I'm not really that bothered after all but swallowed the bitter pill.