You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong

Many times I hear the same thing and I feel amused. Coupled with that amusement is a tinge of sadness that we would never have that kind of bond.
Can't help but feel that it's bordering on pointless to try and pretend nothing had changed. All the silences and a sudden inclination to be guarded.
It's always a terrible feeling to be accepted yet feel so much like an outsider.
I suppose there's no point trying. It would come to a day when hopes are dashed. I don't harbor hope, do I? I told myself I wouldn't.