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06 April 2011

say goodbye to my heart tonight

Animal by Neon Trees!


Most popular advice on how to know a guy (or girl) - drop a pen near him and hope he picks it up for you.
Or generally, drop things near him. Or throw something if too far away (says Jars).
Jason's 'advice' takes the cake. Too funny! Will probably only scare him off :/

High avoidance. Refused to look at the comments. Took a break so that the seniors could read what they wrote.
Refuse to look.
Refuse to hear.
Refuse to know.
I'm easily affected and I don't want to BE affected. On one hand, I get depressed easily because well, I'm already my own worst critic. I know I suck, thanks. On the other, apart from being emo and suicidal, I bear grudges. I don't forgive and I won't forget. So yes, if I'm quite sure someone doesn't like me or I dislike someone, I will just give attitude. If we're working together, that isn't the best environment is it? I'm really not scared to be gl to you. And to put it frankly, if I decide to leave, I won't let you have a good life :)
Screwed something up, oh well, sucks to be you.

But right now, don't know, don't care. As long as I don't have anything pending, I'm just fine with the status quo.
I'm not ungrateful though. Thanks for the help. Better something than nothing at all. I won't be an ungrateful wretch. Perhaps later, I'll be like don't know what I'm grateful for... that kind of attitude. But right now, I really want to thank God.

I was told we shouldn't expect too much because if things don't happen like how we expect them to, disappointment ensues and that is not happiness!
Which is why I'm not expecting anything. Not now anyway.
Jason reminded me on the "I remember someone was disappointed when SOMEONE wasn't exactly a gentleman......."
Told him I lost all expectations after that.
HAHA.

I'm REALLY curious to know who that guy is!
So zhen jing. Tall. Goodlooking.
Usually guys are like that. They are the above until you know them then it's more like, totally bu zhen jing and that overrides all the rest. Or overly zhen jing to the extent of being fatherly = annoying.
Every time you preach, I fall asleep.


"Love is only a word until someone comes along and gives it meaning" - Michelle P's twitter

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