that moment when you think "oh, there you are! i've been searching for you."
haven't had this eureka moment yet.
envy makes people unhappy.
envy makes people bitchy.
envy is evil.
i envy others too much. i hate my life. i hate myself. i want those things i can never have.
A+ at making myself miserable.
A+ at being this incredible actress who looks like she's cheerful and optimistic.
A+ for giving others pep talks when it's killing her inside.
i really don't care to explain things. isn't "i hate you" clear enough?
oh well, the only things to make me feel abit better were the "you're pretty" compliments (sincere or not, who cares) from strangers and to get a guy tongue-tied. that, on an off day, is a win.
every little bit counts to plaster up my fragmented shallow soul.
No comments:
Post a Comment